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What does it mean to lose yourself – and is that something you should be aiming for?\u00c2\u00a0A young woman with little interest in games takes up a job in Frankfurt at a famous gaming company, naively set on reinvention. On her morning commute, in the familiar clutches of tedium and self-loathing, she encounters a nice-eyed stranger who returns her forgotten umbrella and finds herself catapulted into a dizzying, year-long whirlwind of obsession – not just with this endlessly attractive spectre, but also with the feverish karaoke trips from which she draws the ultimate solace. With astonishing existential acuity, Polly Barton’s formidable debut novel renders the paradoxes of modern life in all its complexity, in deliriously self-conscious prose that is at once propulsive, titillating and bitingly funny. Echoing with the sounds of Whitney Houston and The Cure, reaching for the sublime in dark, sweaty boxes,\u00c2\u00a0What Am I, A Deer?<\/em>\u00c2\u00a0is an exhilarating exploration of authenticity, fantasy, romance and intoxication.\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Polly Barton’s bitingly funny\u00c2\u00a0debut novel follows a young woman set on reinvention after moving to a new city. Traversed by violent\u00c2\u00a0crushes and a karaoke obsession,\u00c2\u00a0What Am I, A Deer?\u00c2\u00a0<\/em>acutely captures the paradoxes and pitfalls of young adulthood in deliriously self-conscious, propulsive prose.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[406],"product_tag":[26830],"class_list":["post-114263","product","type-product","status-publish","product_cat-crime-thrillers","product_tag-modern-contemporary-fiction","pa_book_author-barton-polly","pa_cover-paperback","pa_dewey-823-92-edition23","pa_edition-paperback-original","pa_imprint-fitzcarraldo-editions","pa_language-english","pa_pages-8847","pa_publisher-fitzcarraldo-editions","pa_readership-general-trade-code-k","first","onbackorder","taxable","shipping-taxable","purchasable","product-type-simple"],"yoast_head":"\nWhat Am I, a Deer?<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"What does it mean to lose yourself - and is that something you should be aiming for?\u00c2\u00a0A young woman with little interest in games takes up a job in Frankfurt at a famous gaming company, naively set on reinvention. 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